So, as with every other beginnings, the beginning of this year is spent setting up goals for myself and charting out paths to take to fulfill my new year resolutions. I'm full of minor goals, so much that I lose track of them 50% of the time, which is why I shall reflect on the more important ones every month.

After blogging about my 'challenge 2013', I found it pretty confusing, so I combined that challenge to my new year resolutions. Then I've added one more resolution to the list. So now, I have 5 resolutions.

1. Open up more
This is easily the most important goal for me at the moment. So this month, I think I did open up a little more to people I don't spend much time with, in particular my dip-plus and gened classmates. Other than that, all I've done was to plan and plan and plan. In case it's not obvious, I'm a pretty obsessed planner cum finisher. So part of my plan was to admit one thing in my blog per month, and I guess I'll do it together with my monthly reflection.

2. Be difficult to annoy
I failed in this aspect. I feel like I'm the easiest person to piss off, especially this month. Although I did not get into any arguments, I keep feeling frustrated over people, my stomach, and assignments. How the heck can assignments manage to piss people off? Okay, apparently they do because I find myself crushing pages from my POA textbook years ago and crushing question papers in exams and tests. Control. So basically I haven't done anything here this month. Maybe I can start by taking things less seriously, and adopting a "chill" mentality.

3. Focus on others
It's also pretty obvious that I'm a very self-centered person, in the sense that it's all about "me", "I", what I did, how I felt, me me me. So I've decided to focus on other people instead. All I've done this month for this resolution is to decide on that.

4. Draw something every week
I've only decided on this last week. So far, I managed to follow it despite a busy schedule, but then again it's only one time. Can't really reflect on this.

5. Use law of attraction every week
Unfortunately, I haven't done anything about this either.

So, to summarised, out of 5 resolutions, I've worked on 1 of them. Yay :D #sarcasm #hashtag

Something to admit:
I've already admitted this: It's not a big deal and not a problem, but I shall give details about this little weird thing I have. I have this liking for paper, and sometimes it can get a little weird because I actually enjoy receiving papers from the lecturers and stuff, not because of the notes/assignments, but just because they are paper. And, like many others that I know, I like to read books that are printed, rather than e-books.

I know, you're totally judging me now! D:

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