Nice sky photo with lots of filter
As of now, I have tentatively decided that three of the most important things to me are passion, love, and actually money. So from the transition between last year and this year, I had been indulging in these things as much as I can.
Quite some time ago, I read somewhere that, according to the law of attraction, if you want to be rich, you should behave like you are rich. So, yeah, that's one thing I'm doing. I'm starting to pay for my own stuffs, like my beloved ipad (just go ahead and judge me, lol), fixing my computer, and miscellaneous stuffs. My parents used to help me pay for these stuffs, but, I don't want them to. So, I shall pay for my own stuffs without worrying about not having enough money. I think this applies more in the future though. Right now, as a teenager, I still don't need to manage monetary stuffs and stuff, although I do feel like taking up jobs when I'm free to earn some extra money so that I can choose to either splurge or save up.
Which is another thing that's going to be different for me this year. For a long, I hated the idea of working. But then, after going through production, I guess I've kind of toughen up. And this is thanks to the whole idea of passion.
Production is kind of something I have passion for. In fact, even after internship, my friends and I are working on our own mini web series. It's been pretty stressful on my part since I'm the producer and initiator and stuffs, so I'm holding on to a lot of things, especially the scripts and the budgeting issues. But then, I do believe that forcing myself to go through this is going to be vey satisfying and will benefit my ego somehow. So, yeah, passion. Shall pursue it with minimal fear.
And this year, I have to finally grow some and just go ahead and pursue love instead of just being okay with being single and stuffs. I mean, it is okay to be single, but when you like someone, you don't just sit back and convince yourself that it's okay to let opportunities float by. I guess you make those opportunities. Which is what I'm going to try doing.
So, I hope that this year is going to be an improved one. Last year was awesome, with Penang and Melbourne and school and internship/uscrum production and mini moments here and there. I greedily wish that this year will be better.
Labels: future, personality, reflection