I like my blogskin. But, blogskin alone doesn't make that big a difference to my blog. Maybe I should write a good post. What should i blog about next? About "conscience is key"? Or about "skepticism"? Thinking about it, skepticism isn't interesting at all. There's nothing to write about. Maybe i should write about the conscience thing. But then again, it's not really interesting either. This is my blog, so maybe i should write a bit about myself.

Okay, i'll just check whether anything's going on in facebook. - What's this? Today is Mr Oh's birthday? How come i didn't notice until now? Wa, how come nobody wished him happy birthday? Is it a prank? Oh, now i noticed! It's 12.30am now, which means it's just been 30 minutes since his birthday. No wonder. Okay, i'll just wish him.

Anyway, back to msn with guangyi. - What should we talk about now? Talking is such a difficult thing to do. It's always too difficult for me to come up with something to talk about. This is the reason why i talk so little. Maybe we should discuss about our ambitions. Okay, now i'm waiting for him to reply. I should do something else until he replies. Maybe i should check my bookmarks.

Wa, my bookmark is kind of rubbishly; full of websites that are dead and full of websites i no longer hold interest in. Maybe i should do something about it. Not now, though.

So, this is how the conversation ends. Everybody has to sleep. So, he went offline. What should i do now? I'm feeling kind of drowsy, but i don't feel like sleeping yet... Maybe i should just watch one more episode of bleach... Before that, i'll make myself a cup of milo.

"!!" - The lizard stood on top of the scissors. Okay, now the pair of scissors is dirty. Nevermind. "!!" - Shit, shoudln't i be making milo, why did i open the 3-in-1 coffee packet? At night sure cannot sleep already. Wait, maybe brother wants to drink coffee, i should go and ask him.

Okay, so now i can finally make the milo. And then watch bleach.

This episode seems to be quite short... But nevermind, have to go sleep already. I think i'll just skip the brushing teeth and eye exercise tonight. Doesn't really make any big difference. I don't know why but the bed and pillow seems especially comfortable tonight.

But i cannot sleep.

I cannot sleep.

No, i must say "I can sleep" because the law of attraction said that you get whatever you think of. And that website i visited just now implied that i must trust the law of attraction fully for it to work. But sometimes, genuinely trusting is a difficult task. "Trust" is often a superficial action. It is difficult to trust from deep in our hearts.

Okay, shit it's 6.30am already. And i'm hungry... I'll just go and eat some bread.

This silence is kind of creepy. Did someone just came out? Oh, it's dad.

"You should make some milo for yourself, later the bread too dry," he said.

Yes, i really should. "!!" - What's that. Something just moved over there. Is it a cockroach? Oh, it is... "!!" - I like those thoughts that just went through my mind! It's almost like narrative. "!!" - I should write a blog entry like this!

Okay, continue eating bread. Finished eating. I should go and write the entry now, later the inspiration and motivation all gone. But before that, i must take something from the room ---- "!!" - The sky! The colour is so unique! I must write a poem about it.

Tommorrow Is Here

I was sitting at the living room just now
I was eating some white bread
It was quiet
The sky was black

I walked towards the room just now
I looked out at the window
It was quiet
The sky was turning purple

I looked at the window now
Rain started
Rain made noise
The sky is getting brighter

I wrote this poem
While the sky gets brighter with every word i write
With every lines i skipped

By the end of this poem,
Everything outside turned blue
This is a new start
Tomorrow is here

Woots, finally finished typing this blog entry. I find it very different. Hopefully you understood it! :D