They make things horrible for me from time to time. When i read my previous posts, although i'll feel kind of guilty for all those negativity, i don't fully disagree with what i have written. I think some of the stuff that i've written still reflects my thoughts and ideas. However, it's because i know there are people who read my blog that i have actually stopped ranting in my blog. I don't really have anything to rant about right now anyway. Even if i do, it's about what other people have done, which i shouldn't type about here. It's politically wrong.

This does not mean that i'm suppressing my emotions. I no longer am. I am honest about how i feel. But, at times, these emotions just tend to take control over me, even the positive ones. It's either that i get angry, and then start to get snappy and blame others for things in an inappropriate manner, and then start hating everything, or i get sad and go silent and stuff, and give up on many things, or i get excessively positive and get carried away, doing things or saying things that i shouldn't. I always get controlled. Though, emotions are good.

Just a random post to secretly get some things off my mind.

Sometimes it's difficult to not be a hypocrite. Pardon me.