Part of me feel like reverting back to a child who doesn't have to care about relationships, acceptance, studies, and emotions.
Part of me feel like staying here, embracing this lifestyle.
Part of me feel like growing up faster, into an adult, and doing what i want.
But no matter how old i think of being, i can't help but hope to escape from all negativity.
Sometimes life is just so boring. Everyday is the same routine, without any changes. Sometimes i just want to take a break from everything minor and stop caring for a while.
This is not a suicidal note. It's just one of those complains about life that i'm sure many people have, or perhaps those unsatisfied people. I know that we should embrace happiness, but sometimes it just get rather difficult.
I think i've lost some parts of myself. It doesn't matter actually. I've managed to convince myself to not get carried away and to remain practical and right as much as i can.
Let's look forward a happy tomorrow together.
Did not get back any results today, but i guess i'll just summarise what happened today.
The day started with PE lesson, when we played captain's ball as always. It was fun, but i guess at times i just try too hard in the wrong things, or perhaps just get carried away and say the wrong things. Anyway, it was still fun. Love PE :D After that was FN. For a certain reason, ms ang did not conduct lesson nor finish marking our papers. So, we were assigned class work on nutrients. People were trying to take photos of "ghosts". Recess was not a good one, because i did not eat. I need to eat, seriously. Must spam myself with food. After recess was english, when we checked our CCA cert. Found some errors and hopefully i can increase a grade or something. Got c5 anyway, because i was merely a member. Got pushed up by American Maths Competition. Next was maths. Went through paper, then it was POA. Mr Kok showed us through last year's o level paper. After that was break, and there was no stall opened with food except for the second stall, which somehow took an extremely long time for each customer. As a result, we were late for geography supp. Being the nice teacher that she is, mrs cheong allowed us to eat while studying for geog test outside class. Had geog test, then maths supp in IT room 3. Hopefully, o level papers turn up much easier than expected. Really worried about social studies because, according to the TYS, last year's paper was abit weird. A totally unexpected question came out.
(261 words)Guess i should practise english wherever possible. Maybe i should start getting my grammar right from the next post onwards.