I used to be a generally happy person.
Perhaps bad-tempered, but I never really got depressed any day.
It was because I had this backing.
I could fall back even if I've fell out with my friends.
Even if I felt left out.
Now, it's gone.

And, I realise that I need it in large amounts.
I am no longer happy,
but I'm not going to be pessimistic again.
I will make myself happy.

Help me too if you can.

This post is edited from a post in July.