From time to time, I look at my Muchilludes and think to myself what the hell I'm doing with it. It's not really anything. It's just all over the place. That is the same issue I have with my life, because my life and my blogging habits are connected. I blog because, somehow, it's meant to be beneficial to my life.

Right now, I just feel like I'm waiting to make up for lost time. Isn't it ironic? I have so many plans for what I want to do, sometimes it feels like I'm postponing happiness. This is especially so when I keep working on something, being productive, and then realising that I'm not owning the moment.

On the other hand, instead of passively awaiting ORD, I'm putting in much more thought, effort, and soul into my job as a third sergeant in camp.

Soooo, my point is that I'm going to work less hard because I tend to overwork. For the last few weeks, I tried to make my weekends so productive that when I returned to camp, all I wanted to do was to melt into my bed.

To conclude, here's a list of things that happened this month:

• Not participating in CSB (a phase in army I can't be bothered to explain about) because I overworked my legs.
• Chinese New Year
• Started on Mortar course with the troopers.
• Watched a few movies.
• Sent Wei Jian off in the airport.
• Met with Guo Shen and Jocelyn (from 'Scrum!' and 'Koji Cooks') to tell them about army as well as chat.
• ...
• Insert something here.
• Hi.

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