I believed that hard work is key to getting what you want, but i just realised a new concept of life. Hard work doesn't necessary bring you closer to what you want. It's not about your definition of hard work, neither is it about working hard in the wrong way. These can be amended. It is about your limit.

You cannot boil a water forever. They'll boil, and then vanish into steam and vapour.

Like water, we cannot push ourselves and force ourselves to fight forever. One day, we'll reach our boiling point, and then we'll lose ourselves into the surroundings. We'll become what other people define us as, just like how water becomes part of the air, not an entity by itself.

I'm too tired to think of the "why" and the "how".

Sometimes you're really tired, but you keep fighting with the hope that someone will see it and tell you to stop. You wish that someone tells you it's fine, you're fine, and you've fought well. But the cold hard truth is that people are usually not aware. It's not that they're selfish, it's just that this is the maximum care they can spare. There's a limit even to care, so there's nothing that can be done about it.

There's no way you can take control of even yourself. There is a limit to controlling how you think, how you feel, and even what you do. This is why people do stupid things.

I've reached the limit. I need rest.