I came up with lots of reasons - not good enough, no degree, no writing job, etc. And I found myself trying to convince myself while trying to convince him because I really don't know if those are valid reasons or excuses. I haven't tried searching for a production/media related job. I think maybe part of me just wants my brain to rot away because I'm so tired of thinking.

Truth to be told, I really don't feel like working. But I know that's a given because most people probably really don't feel like working too, but they still work. So I guess I should make use of the six months I have doing something un-useless and earn some money.

Besides the whole need-to-find-a-job thing, my life nowadays is made up of a complete void of motivation. I've mostly been torrenting and watching movies and shows, getting pissed at internet people for disliking Percey Jackson movies, watching one anime (Noragami), and playing games. And reading, although I have plenty of books I haven't even started reading and two books that I gave up reading halfway.

Actually, this goes for everything. There are games I've stopped playing halfway, and some I've stopped playing at the final act, all because I got bored of them already. Surprisingly, I didn't manage to finish Lightning Returns (final boss) and FF10 (heading towards final boss).

And since I'm at this topic, I shall just mention that just two weeks ago, I was completely obsessed with Game of Thrones, which is a unique telling of a fantasy world in which the characters themselves do not even believe in their fantasy elements (eg. "Dragons do not exist"). And then there are a lot of political stuff and a character that you'll wish death upon every single episode and a useless girl who suffers silently every two episodes and a super lucky woman who happens to be the mother of dragons and so on.

Yeah.

So, a list of things that happened in my life before and after the Taiwan trip:

• Went to Zixing and Joshua's grad showcase thing where they showed off their awesome design works to all sorts of people in an exhibition hall.
• Night-jogging with Matin and Afiq all the way at habour front.
• Fell into post-overseas depression after returning to Singapore from Taiwan.
• Random dinners with Jt.
• Bowling with Zixing, Guangyi and Weijian.
• Swimming with Guangyi + even out tanlines (from internship).
• Maki-san with Guangyi, Joshua, and Zixing.
• Guangyi's house.
• Adventure cove with Annzy, Yvette, and Zhao-Yi. Spent a lot of time floating around at the wave pool.
• Collected graduation gown with Mj and Cx, and then accompanied Yvette, Zhao-Yi, and Annzy to collect theirs.
• Chatted about anime with Cx and Mj, which reminds me: I got introduced to this sadistic but poorly-rated anime called Pupa. Basically, there's a brother and sister. The sister loves to eat human meat. The brother can rapidly regenerate from injuries. He lets his sister eat him while he regenerates. That's more or less the core of it.
• Gymmed with Afiq in SP, and then watched some of his films and decided to tackle Cathay Motion Picture Awards together. I'll be editing with Wai Meng, probably. I hope we do well.