I'm temporarily confident again, thanks to natalie and man kit :)
It's been quite long since i typed about what's happening in my life, and i bet my blog is getting more and more irritating because of the countless numbers of rant post about exam results, pests, practical exams, appearance, and self esteem. Seems like i rant about everything possible.
I did mention that i was quite disappointed in my results, but after i've gotten back the report book, all the numbers and comments there suddenly started to sparkle, especially maths and chinese. Not for poa. But my comment was good :) for once there is a more-than-slightly different paragraph for me; it mentions that i'm a responsible NE rep :D to be honest, actually i think so too.
After getting back the individual exam papers, we started our chinese intensive training 2 weeks ago. And at first i said that it wasn't intensive, but it actually got kind of tiring, but was useful. But, i think that this programme is much more intensive for the MT teachers than for us. In many ways, we really owe them a big thank you. So, when intensive finally ended, it was chinese o levels, and i'm very confident of these papers! :D
For essay, i just went straight to BZBD and wrote longer than usual, and with better language and
su yu use than usual. And even paper 2 was alright, managed to read and answer. Aiming for B3. Anyway i wrote formal letter. And there's this word 友善 i somehow managed to read it as 善友 and i was like 善友ing the whole way :(
Anyway after the o levels was immediately our science study camp. It actually worked :D And mr azlan's lesson was really funny. After lessons from ms chew and ms liu, i finally understood some stuff that i never did, in terms of chemistry. Benifitted quite a lot.
And today was the first day of normal supplementary, which 1 day after science camp immediately. Just like normal school days, except rather empty canteen, which is good.
I ate quite a lot today :D
And i know it's kind of weird to see me write a post more to the positive side, and i felt unusual too, because i'm usually a pessimistic person. Being optimistic can indeed save someone's emotions, somehow. I should just stay like that.