I've erased a not-so-huge chunk from my previous post reluctantly because someone sms-ed me to tell me to put myself into _____ shoes and not blog about him. So, being politically right, i did.

And i'm pissed off at some teachers once again. For politically right reasons, i will not talk about teachers i'm pissed at. I can simply indirectly explain by mentioning the good things about teachers i enjoy being taught by and pretending to forget the existence of one other teacher who annoyed me, but i'm not so mean. (i know some teachers do read blogs) In fact, throughout one of the lessons today, i was trying to think up of a way to hurt a teacher's feelings while not breaking the rule. But, once again, i'll only think, but won't execute because i'm a person with empathy. I can be mean when i'm angry but usually i'll regret it.

I'm actually a very nice person but i get annoyed very easily. Also, when i'm annoyed, i tend to either deal with it indirectly or bottle it up and exploding it in the least suitable time. Someone who truly sees this side of me will nod his head in approval instead of saying to the computer "yeah, right..."

So far after CNY, this is the worst day i've experienced in school. Somehow, every single teacher seemed pissed off except for my very nice maths teacher ms joey tan. And i was late for the second time of this year, and i am seldom late. And i'm told to cut my fringe because it was "long" although i just cut it about 2 weeks ago.

I guess you can see how unhappy i am today by this post. You can say things like i'm over-sensitive and bad-tempered and whatever, but you can't change me because i'm like that. At least i don't go around harming people for no reasons. What i've been doing all along was just to retaliate possible harms, a way of protecting myself. I have a very high level of pride, and this is what caused me to have a fight with my best friend in secondary 2 and never really talk again. Yes, i don't learn my lessons, and i'm being sarcastic. I've tried really hard to control myself. What explode out of a bottle that's already full isn't my responsibility.