Some random FN information

Today was fun. Coursework + class decoration. Actually, jonathan thought of a very nice idea and guang yi, zi xing, ru wen and i did it and it was a nice, and ms aljunied said so too. But! We had to follow the regulations and removed it :(

FN coursework, still at task analysis. We need to get to research (which is crazily a lot, much more than task analysis) by next week :(

Ms aljunied is being very nice to want to pay for the class and teacher bonding breakfast on monday. And she actually displayed a "-_-" emotion which i've never seen before today. I'm enjoying being in this class more and more.

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For a very long time, i kept making the most out of criticisms, in the bad way. Now that i think of it, criticism is actually just = "when someone do something wrong, he is told that he did something wrong and that is not good". When i was in secondary two, i constantly criticise xun quan, and constantly got criticised by marcus. It is clear and obvious that i am at both ends: The receiving and the giving. I was unhappy with receiving criticisms and i didn't think much about giving criticisms. So, the point of this paragraph is "criticism can be good and bad, give-able and receivable".

I am a nice person, but nice people also accidentally hurt other people despite their efforts, so don't blame me when i do. But, sadly, some people constantly look at my negative side. I assure myself that having a limit is not a wrong thing, it's natural. As much as i want to please everybody, especially myself, i can't really do that. Perhaps some people can, but i can't. I don't beat myself up for it anymore.

These 2 paragraphs describe my change since last year. There's nothing wrong to be unsatisfied with ourselves, as long as we know what we want and how to get that. Although long and centered around me, i hope these two paragraphs make a difference in your day or at least your few minutes.