Since last year, much of my though patterns have changed. If I am to compare who I am now with who I am before, I've changed quite a lot. It's almost magical, because I though I did consciously want to change, it didn't take me a breakthrough to change who I am. It just happened before I know it and I only notice many days after.

As I've said, many of my thought pattern have changed. Now, I've learnt to listen to myself more, in a more positive way. It's no longer just about positive thinking, it's also about knowing myself and steering my own life. Now I learn to reject criticisms when I see fit, instead of take everything to heart and feel a constant need to change.

Because I know me better than anyone else do, I know what's right in my life, and what's not-so-right. I know what needs to be worked on and what don't. That's why I no longer feel as bad as before when I hear what people think of me. Certain unhappiness is still there, but now I can deal with it. This is because now I'm more confident of my steering.

I can drive my own life like a car now, even without an instructor. I am no longer inferior.