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People I Miss

One
I don't know if it makes me a hypocrite if i say this, but i'm saying it anyway, because it comes from my heart, though it defies logic. Despite what we did to one another, despite having felt so much hate towards you, you're still so important to me. Am i driven by circumstances? Am i learning to appreciate? Or am i actually subconsciously using you? I really don't want it to be the last reason, because it'll just end up making things ugly. I kind of miss you, because i really enjoyed the time we spent together, even though it was just a little while.

Two
You were my nightmare, but you were my greatest hero as a child. We were so close. This was all so painful, yet so fun and unforgettable. You were my best friend, and my only friend. But did this all mean nothing to you? I really don't know, but we never see each other anymore. The one who made such a big impact of my life. I had been jealous.

Three
We used to be more than this. Now, we don't talk anymore. All i can feel from you is hatred. Can we be like last time, and be natural to one another again? Can we talk again?

Apparently some people hate sentimental guys. Some people have rules for how others should be, but i don't want these rules to restrict me. I am already like this, there are people who appreciate me. Maybe i'm really weird, but i can find my place. You don't know me, and i'll never let someone like you understand me.