I'm trying to make myself feel more positive and trying to stop getting angry. Now i'm not worried about all the small things that contribute to me being paranoid anymore because i suddenly, and i really mean suddenly, realised that i shouldn't be feeling unhappy as long as my conscience is free. It is when i have a free conscience that i can assure myself that i am right, and i can then depend on my own judgement of myself. Just because of this suddenly pop-out kind of thought, i hope that i will change to a more confident person and i think i will.